It all started with my mom's pantyhose. Used to sneak them from the laundry and her drawer whenever I could. Soon as I was home alone I'd be slipping them up my legs getting hard instantly then I was off humping pillows! I thought I was a total freak for having such feelings of lust for pantyhose. Something about cumming in pantyhose and stockings felt so naughty. I pushed my desires down for years, then one time when I was out with my friends I spotted a trans porn magazine in an adult book store and a new lust was awakened. On the cover was a totally hot girl with nice big tits and a cock! Why did I want to suck her cock so bad? Again I thought I was a total freak. This was still years before the Internet and I thought I was completely alone with my lustful feelings about femme clothes and other crossdressers. Now I know I'm not alone and love exploring with others like me.