Just recovering from a mental break down I will be.... lol i really dunno lolRead More

My first entryRead More

No chat until mid or end of September !!! WTH Read More

Just because a guy writes you an email doesn't mean he wants to get in your pants. Immediately coming to that conclusion could mean: A. You have a past full of people trying to have sex with you. If that's the case, you might want to check a few thin...Read More

My partner loves me unconditionally. Used to not believe in unconditional love in the context of intimate relationships. What a dummy I was. Bridget has loved me this way since the beginning.  I wonder how much more greatness can come to me wh...Read More

Real life. Real relationship. They are challenging. You want one, but when you get one, you can't stand it. Or, you love it and you love it more, but it doesn't work. Or, you love it and you hate it and it drives you batty. I listened to a great 20 mi...Read More

I can appreciate more than ever unconditional love. I used to think it didn't exist; we all have conditions, right. But when I discovered B, who sees me as I am and loves me anyway, I can't help but marvel at the good fortune. For such a love is rare. ...Read More

There’s stealth, then deep stealth. There may be an even deeper level. So effective these are, a new term for this kind of transwomen has become vogue: "Trap”   Transwomen running stealth or deep stealth sometimes (I hear) struggle ...Read More

Just a note that im back from my week in sunny florida and back to work,,,                Read More

I believe all life experiences teach us. Everything that happens to me is good. The human world challenges this perspective. Yet I persist. Why? Only humans view things as “good” or “bad”. All other living things deal with shit...Read More

Just want to thank all the nice girls both members and friends who have viewed my profile recently.Read More

In my first post I laid out three points a transwoman shared.  She helped me understand why I might have trouble meeting quality transwomen. These points she suggested would thwart my desire to settle down with a trans woman. Colloquialisms aside...Read More

Dating, love and choices I have lived "out loud" about my natural attraction to transgender women for the last 15 years. Sometimes, my friends ask what my attraction is about? What is it about transwomen that attracts you, they ask. I've done a lot o...Read More

Hi,...I haven't been in here in a while.  I thought this was worth sharing.  A reward fund for information leading to an indictment in the Islan Nelltes murder case. take care and thank you http://www.gofundme.com/IslanNettlesReward4Ar...Read More

Thanks to everyone who sent me birthday wishes. I can't get online or be Molly much and it feels so nice to know that others are thinking of me and wishing me well. I know I say this all the time but I'm going to make an effort to keep up and get out a...Read More

Hey, sorry it's been a while since I have updated this journal.  I had a very tough 2013.  I had 5 different mailing addresses, got family upset with me eve though I was paying rent and have lived in 3 different states and 2 time zones last y...Read More

Special thanks to flyndamx, Emily, and Kat 2000 for helping me shop. Last night I was up until the wee hours shopping online. Turns out, once you get serious about actually BUYING stuff, this whole girl thing becomes like smoking crack (as close as I ...Read More

I am finally all done with being sick. After CT scan, egds, doctor exams, etc., it appears that the only thing I had was a really bad case of food poisoning....that lasted almost three months.. I lost about 30 pounds during that time. The bright side ...Read More

I just started having some of my facial hair removed. It would be great if I wouldn,t have so much of a 5o,clock shadow or maybe not have to shave. It seems like it might take 3 passes over each area spread out over several months.Read More

To one and all , I have free time during the week days and would love to have a friend at least to meet with and be a friend and if a certain chemistry happens so be it. Most of the girls in the KC area can get away at night but my schedule only works ...Read More

okay so today I am writing about feminization hypnosis. I must say I never had any experince with hypnosis before but that all changed 4 years ago when I met a now dear friend of mine Doroathea. I origianlly came to her office looking to soften up some...Read More

I've had an interesting couple of months. I have been fighting food poisoning and digestive system issues since August. For example, I threw up again today 10 minutes after eating. They sent me for a CT scan yesterday and determined that I am fighting ...Read More

always fun getting older...not!!! but I still look hot, so there is that :) xoxo MissyRead More

10/25/2013 Came out my wife about 2 weeks ago.  Really bad news.  She wants nothing to do with Laurie.  If I want to persue Laurie she wants me out of her life and will end our 48 year marriage.  I am impotent and there has been no...Read More